all the right moves in all the wrong places.
the stinging pain is still hitting me everyday. all the lost chances all the pent up disappointment and anger towards myself and the world i guess.
i can't blame anyone for this, that's what sucks. tugging on me everyday, reminding me whenever someone mentions that word. and idk what to feel. unfair? i'm just not good enough. if only...
get out of my mind ._.
not feeling very joyous.
renshengdichao.
how do you pick up this disappointment and throw it away and live life all again?
i really dont know.
it's really only me doing the job.
reciprocate damn.
gah fuck.