stop slacking ongbak D:

you still have freaking physics and HRP to do. and you're going CHINA NEXT WEEK! procrastination at its maximum. i'm feeling extremely unmotivated today. D< be it in sabbaticals, cca or school work... I think I'm tired. :/ but i really need to stop slacking cos i need to train up stamina and armstrength or not i gg D:

sighh.. so many things to do. so little time left.

maybe i wasted all my time on useless stuff.

BUT NONETHELESS, NEVER REGRET ANYTHING YOU DO.

salvage the situation, i shall.

go ongbak go!

:)

i realised nobody's simple minded anymore. ): that kinda sucks cos we can't be true to each other without tearing down our defences. And it's difficult to trust, something i've learnt from battle royale and personal experience.

the fear of being betrayed, those feelings of reliance you want to have but can't.

why can people be simple.

): and the whole society's in such a state where it's one for one, no more trust, no more sailing through difficulties as a team.

just you and the corporate ladder.

keep climbing and climbing.

is it worth it?

i'd rather make more trustworthy friends.

:/ ohwell.