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Saturday, June 26, 2010
time is not on my side.
It has been 2 months since i last blogged o.o SUPER BUSY ever since April, gave my best shot in Term 2, and pretty much had an AWESOME BREAK during the June Holidays.

AND TOMORROW IS THE START OF SCHOOL ALREADY! A multitude of feelings i guess. D: quite apprehensive about the workload we're gonna get, yet can't wait to get back in action and put in EVERY OUNCE OF BRAIN JUICE I HAVE to make these 14 weeks worth it.

3 years of work has all amounted to this last burst, before I reach the end of a great 4-year term in HCI HIGHSCHOOL SECTION. :) been pretty fast, but a hell of a ride man.

Well, ever since Term 2 I've been drained. both emotionally and mentally and physically. And I'm really tired of trying. not only for academics. and bullshit just had to happen LOL in the first week of my June Holidays. I guess I just have to move on, but I need to ask myself many questions first.

16slc has been the GREATEST FRIGGING decision i ever made this year. :) 16slc FACtionary. There was a time when I thought 16facs would never be as good as 15facs. I almost gave up trying. But I'm awfully glad I didn't, cos we are totally awesome :)

I've never seen so many people so united :) and the friendships and bonds I've formed here, really transcends what SLC was meant to be in black ink on white paper. FACabangs made SLC enjoyable and fun :) and the point of BONDING people through 16slc is just magical :) I hope these bonds really last, cos I don't want to let anything go.

Then came storm after SLC. DIDN'T DO WELL FOR iMUN :C and pretty much blamed myself cos i knew i could have done much better. But I won't find excuses for my failure. MUNs are kinda tiring, and I guess this was a good experience after all :D

I've literally been going out every other day of the holidays. physically, I'm screwed up.

But somehow, I feel super rest-ed up. :D I'm ready for a new school term, of giving it my all AGAIN, and persevering till that last point of the year. :)

hopefully my flame doesn't burn out.

and of courseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee there're somethings I have to settle. :(

I sort of failed. Perhaps a matter of timing, perhaps a stroke of fate and very bad luck.

I need time to think through everything now............

): I can't believe 5 months amounted to nothing though.


but ending this on a positive note,

JY EVERYONE FOR TERM 3 :)
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